Ordinary

The look you gave me used to be feeled with love and compassion for a person who just really didn't deserve it. With every sound , it surrounds and I just thought I would never feel this way, but today

It's just not the same.


I Begin today, but its still the same
my trust is in you God where I know that I can look, a space that is filled, and the void can finally be complete.

With the I love yous and the I miss yous are way to much to handle, but when I last saw you,
It all started to make since, you were gone and I saw
that this memory was a dream that I just didn't sleep long enough to finish.

There was a presence in your eyes that now is lost and a pain in my heart breaks me as I meet the new me. But isn't it said that every fairytale has a happy ending?

I give this to God, but the call is sad and even sometimes the pain is way to bearable. But, as I see this through someone Else's eyes and then through mine, they probably wouldn't have went this far with you..But, as I live without, there is no doubt, that I will always be stronger than this.

The situation narrows, as you only give me sorrow, but I will be as strong as Job and give this to God, before the Situation puts me six feet under this sod.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time, enjoying one moment at a time; accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him. Forever in the next.

Amen.